Shining Tears, Shining Stars

Yeah, so someone urge me to update my blog. To tell the truth, stories are really hard to be plotted, and editing it is also a hard procedure, furthermore, for a good one. Anyway, there is also a “speck” of “human beings” asked me to write in English. Oh well……

READ THIS IF AND ONLY IF YOU ARE REALLY INTERESTED IN IT. REALLY INTERESTED.

TO SAY A LIFE AS A CHUNG HUA STUDENT- if you are a shining one.

SMK CHUNG HUA MIRI- undeniable it’s the best school, if you are standing at my perspective. Hrmm, wonder what’s the charisma of this institute, but surely there are some good qualities that train the students to be no better. And now, FRIEND, YOU AND I, as a secondary student of this particular school, what says you?

Life wasn’t so hard, until Form3. Generally, friends stick together to form GANGS. By the time we used to concentrate to study for the stupid PMR test, oh yeah, you could still find your friends around. Turning point, is when all comes about the Orientation Programme. I really wonder what’s changing us. And till now I can only come to one conclusion, CH matured us. To think faster, of course, matured “in the other way”. And those sleeping, activate. (when you read until here, ask yourself again, are you going to continue to read. This gonna be SENSITIVE.). Oh my, seniors are asking for letters of application, and those who are interested are taking up their pens and papers, start off.

DAMN WEIRD, this time, I can assure, RUMOURS will be start spreading around, As if who is gonna be the top of the committee, will gonna be a good topic for gossips during recess time. From the canteen, you can hear “听讲那个XXX 很有机会做主席”, and the other end will reply “是meh? Senior 好像不喜欢他!” ……………. And lots more. Freaking funny, on the other table, you can hear “那个什么XXX，令人讨厌到半死，还拿整叠的cert 一起交上去！要跟YYY争Vice President的post eh!” ……….. and this is it, is it that a person hand in a stack of cert to promote himself, is considered WRONG?

Oh well, let it be. Orientation should be fun and happy and full of memories. Everyone agrees that. BUT ONE STUPID THING AGAIN… REALLY WEIRD, after the orientation has finished, there will be people starts to compare again… “今年的orientation比去年烂到要死”… and then you will hear other comparison again.. “ 是咯，那个那个根那个那个，差天差地!” ….. Wiew, common la MY DEAR SENIORS…what do you expect? Everyone starts off from Orientation Program, and should be given a chance to learn. If we have mistakes, tell us then. Who cares to compare.

Right after the orientation programme, here comes concert. Okay, this is much funnier. As usual, gonna be gossips again - for no reason. The Form 5 will choose the Form 4, as vice leaders. Woo, now you do really can see, everyone is fighting for whatever they can. Someone will say they are “擦鞋” =.= Haih, I wonder what culture is this, until youngsters are like somehow “involving” themselves in “politics”. Hrmm.. what to do. But what more interesting is, BACK STAB starts to come. I wonder whats so nice to back stab people; giving a smiling face in front of you, and then criticize behind of you in front of the teacher. So pity huh? I mean, you are devouring a friendship just for a piece of CERTIFICATE, worth it? Neh, I can’t answer that. You judge yourself. I think it is really a good timing to teach "Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde" during Form 3, haih. HYPOCRISY.

Lastly, come to prefectship. Most of us target to get this, right? Councilor further more? Ermm, basically still good. Happy working with it at the moment. Hrmm, but sometimes, there are too many things I don’t really understand. But who cares. As long as I do what I should do, help what I should help, be a qualified prefect and as named it. At least for the obligation I have towards the prefects board, I tell myself, I committed all. 尽力就好。 :D

Another weird thing about CH also, to tell the TRUTH, no matter how down you are, no matter how sick you are, no matter how tired you are, when you feel that you are hopeless, and try to give up, there will be always someone popping up, coming to lend you a hand, and help you. For those behind the hypocrisy, there are always TRUE FRIENDS. ALWAYS. So CH is a special society, and what makes it special, isn’t the orientation, nor the concert, nor other thing else, it’s FRIEND which makes it sooo special. And I really love it, no matter how. Yeah, that’s all.

So if you are reading this, do appreciate for what you have got, and don’t take things for granted. Naive is a bliss, I can assure that. Be good to everyone, friends shall come and enemies will leave.

PLEASE TAKE NOTE. The above statements, are just base on me myself. I am speaking on NOONE’s behalf. You can choose to agree or don’t, that’s what I am thinking of. Leave your comments.

The Earth’s day. Hope everyone is doing something good for the motherland. At least, save some electricity. :D So here goes the song, for the World’s Environment Day theme song. Don’t Kill the world..

海豚的远望星-钥匙

朋友，累了吗？刚好你歇息在这，就听听故事吧！爱的故事有很多，你一定听过他们说……

从前，有一个叫“风和”王国的地方……

她是公主，他是侍卫。

“嘻~看 那樱花多美丽！”远处传来公主的声音，她是一个很开朗的女孩，常爱傻笑。天真的她，将世界看成多么美好，充满正义感，过一个无知的少年青春梦。他是保卫她 的侍卫，冷漠，成熟，绝顶聪明；一层冰霜覆盖，常让人捉摸不到他的心思。平凡的开始，平凡的相遇，紧接着，是否有着平凡的相知和相惜？

他的责任是保护她。她爱王子。

天使，是他们共同相信的守护者。

故事的开始，冰的融化。

“哎哟！好痛！死石头，害我跌倒”
“起来吧……”
“你是？”
“我是奉命来保护你的侍卫……”
“哦……”

他伸出他的右手，俯下身子，想扶起那跌倒的姑娘。看着那宽厚的手掌，她冒失的站了起来。就这样，他们相遇了。普通的过着每一天。晴阴雷雨，日月昼夜。

“今天又遇到了王子吗？”
“嗯！”
“怎么样？”
“讨厌，不要说了嘛……”
“看你害羞的模样！”
“讨厌讨厌！”

他每天陪着公主，和她谈心事，有时，开导她，给她意见。看着她的成长，他也开心。

“喂……”
“怎么了？”
“心情不好……”
“因为王子吗？”
“我很害怕他，每次都不敢接近……”
“要勇敢啊！接近他也没有错啊！”
“就是不敢！”
“太爱他了吧？”
“讨厌……”
“要加油哦！”
“嗯！”

时常，他安慰她。除了为她加油，他不能做些什么；也只能静静的聆听她的心声。他知道她的心很脆弱。王子的一举一动，她都会胡思乱想。渐渐的，他们俩时常陪伴着对方。他曾经为她熬夜， 一起说话，陪她看难得一见的流星星空。朋友，就这么简单，对吧？

在时间的酝酿下，错综复杂的感觉发生了。时间就像迷宫，让不同的事情发生，让不同的人相见。不知不觉中，他捡到了那把钥匙。独特的钥匙。

有一天，公主告诉他：“我很害怕你的接近……”
“为什么？”
“不为什么，只是……我觉得……那把钥匙……”
“我明白了……”
“不……你明白？”
“对不起，我真的不该这么做。我明白了”

她愣在一旁，或许心中有些空洞，她很茫然…她知道，他并没有伤害她，他是很好的听众，甚至，她真的希望，他会继续陪伴她……这些天的日子……美好？他对她很好，但是，她从来无法捉摸他的心思，以前是这样，未来也……未来的事，谁也说不清楚吧…

原来，他拾到的，是打开她心房的钥匙。

然而，那天，他告诉了她 ：

“啊对了，我即将离开了……”
“到哪里去？”
“很重要吗？”
“我……”
“千万记住，在我回来之前，你千万不可以让自己受伤。我会站在远方的一旁，但，心，仍与你同在。”
“啊……”
“这，还给你”

说完，他将那钥匙递了过去。

她落泪了，然而，她知道，她自己并没有失去任何东西。或许是那把钥匙……那独一无二的钥匙。对于自己的诺言，她极力告诉自己，她爱的是王子。

离开。

他知道，童话故事里，给与公主幸福快乐的永远是王子，怎么会轮到他呢？

心中暗语，默默地为她祷告，希望他的梦能够将他带到她身旁；他只能在远处瞭望，呵护着这颗非常软弱的心灵，保护着它，答应自己，永远不再让她哭泣。

看！那是海豚的远望星。依然闪烁，璀璨在那天上人间；人间天堂。

“千万记住，在我回来之前，你千万不可以让自己受伤。我会站在远方的一旁，但，心，仍与你同在。”

天使，看顾他们吧。